you're gonna suffer, but you're gonna be happy about it

[ms_nerd]

Hello!!! How are you? That's nice. I'm crossposting from Dreamwidth where I changed my layout but haven't had time to customize much but that's okay. I only have 4 icons loaded over here but still - that is okay!! I love Dreamwidth so much that I want to marry it and adopt babies with it. On April 30 you can love it to, when the site opens to the public!

- Job: Is amazingly tough and OMG!! most of the time but I love it. I got a paycheque on Friday and even though it is 25% of what I was making before, it is money and I worked hard for it (cue music) and damn, it feels good.

- Wedding: My friend got married to an awesome man from Nigeria the other day and their wedding was one of the most interesting, uplifting, happiest things I've been to in my life! I went to a Catholic service for the first time ever and I was pleasantly surprised that I liked it. Things learned: Nigerian men really like fancy shoes, Little kids will dance when bored, If you get depressed because you're not the center of attention, a wedding isn't the place for you (chootoy knows who I am talking about), Love is unconditional.

- Dog: She nipped at my father-in-law, which is bad but he's afraid of her so she probably sensed that. Plus, my f-i-l wasn't the most great person this weekend.

- Me: I was sick and tired of being miserable so I had a big talk with myself and said "stop making mountains out of molehills because that is holding you back! Get on with your life because there is not one 'thing' or 'event' that will make you happy, being ALIVE is what you should be grateful for you idiot" and then I took the dog for a long walk and yeah, being alive is a blessing, I shouldn't waste it on always looking on the bad side. That does not mean I'm not going to always be in a good mood, but I'm not going to dwell on things until it consumes me.

And now it's lunchtime and after that I have to do some coding and laundry for today is my day off but tomorrow I'm working 10-6!

CARRY ON!

Comments

[chootoy]

The wedding sounds so wonderful! (except for the self-absorbed-socially-stunted-wet-blanket you had the misfortune of going with).
Her and her fucking Birkenstocks!!

Did dog get a reward I mean a lecture?

And one parting comment: CANUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is soooo late

[ms_nerd]

OMG, she kept going on and on and on about how BAD she ALWAYS feels and how she can't get out of bed because she just can't muster the energy, whatever and I said "maybe you're depressed" and she yelled I'M NOT DEPRESSED. I'm like lady, you need therapy - google FREE THERAPY kthksbye. Then how poor she is but she spends $500 on vitamins every month because her health comes first - she has something wrong in the BRAIN - it's not physical. Dude, I was thisclose to punching her in the head. Meanwhile this lovely wedding was going on around us. So when I got up to dance, she just.left. She didn't say goodbye or anything.

Dog was nice with MY Dad. Hmmm...

CANUCKS - W00T!

Re: this is soooo late

[chootoy]

Hey that's okay darlin'. You're a workin' girl now! Not as much time to spend on the 'puter. How's the job going? Are you getting 'guns' as they say from lifting and hauling and watering and scanning and, and, and.....
Do you spend most of your pay cheque on stuff from the store? I would.
That's why I could never work in a book or stationery store. :o)

My neighbour, your book club nut job acquaintance TOTALLY has something wrong in the brain. I would have applauded if you would have punched her. She just up.and.split? Wha...? Probably had to run home and down a fist full of vitamins. :o\ Next book club meeting should be..interesting...

::claps:: Yay! Maui was good with YOU dad!!! Why wouldn't she be. Did mr.nerd feel bad that his puppy chomped at his dad?

Anyway, we should think about that thing for that stuff since green's starting to come back.

*smooch* Talk to you soon sunshine.

CANUCKS ALL THE WAY BAAAAABY!!!!